TOMMY Fury has said he thought he'd 'end up in a ditch' amid nights of crying after revealing his alcohol addition.
The former Love Island winner and professional boxer has bravely opened up on his battle with booze in a new interview.
He also blamed his shock split from Molly-Mae Hague five months ago on his addition and said he would drink to get 'black-out drunk' most nights.
Tommy, 25, spoke about his lowest points in a new interview with Men's Health - revealing he feared his drinking would see him end up in a ditch.
He said: "The turnaround point was in December I thought 'I can't do this anymore, I cannot do it'.
"I was like 'something needs to change' or else I'm going to end up in a ditch because that was the way I was going.
"I often said that to my brother most night and my mates, they all know that."
Tommy continued: "I can't remember how many countless nights I had in like my living room or their living room just crying for no reason, like I get that drunk I just start crying and talk about other stuff and it's just like, you can't go on like that.
"So at the end of the day this year what's different is me. That whole approach to life.
"Last year was awful, you know, and I want to get rid of that. This year is about being thoughtful, it's about being kind, it's about being the right partner, it's about being a good partner, it's about being there more."
Meanwhile, Tommy broke his silence on the those cheating allegations during the same interview.
Tommy said: "Cheating was never a thing.
"You can ask Molly this yourself. It was the drink, and the drink is not a good thing. You need to get a grip of it.
"If you're in the same spot as me, where you just think that it's going to cure all your problems, it doesn’t.
"You wake up even worse and you want to drink more to try and feel happy again. That's the cycle of it."
