POPSTAR Jessie J has made a heartbreaking admission, as she shares an update with fans after her mastectomy.
Jessie, 37, has been keeping fans up-to-date with her breast cancer journey, after being diagnosed last month.
The musician had a mastectomy last month, in a bid to beat her breast cancer.
Taking to Instagram, the mum-of-one, marked her month milestone since her operation, and revealed "some days are hard", and that she missed being able to "pick up" her son Sky.
Jessie wrote: "It will be 4 weeks since my breast cancer surgery on Saturday. I am feeling good.
"Some days are harder than others.
"My movement is good, still very sore but I am getting more like myself everyday. Mentally it’s all catching up with me. So giving myself a little space to feel it all. It’s a for sure.
"Sky has gone away for 2 weeks with his Dad to his Danish fam, but also so I can rest and do physio. (And re organise the whole house with my Mum and my sister as my body) lol. My adhd and ocd still going strong.
"I’m not allowed to pick Sky up for a few months and that has been a difficult adjustment, I just want to hold him like this and spin around.
"But in the bigger picture it’s a small sacrifice to have my health and to still be here.
"The day will come I can lift him up for a cuddle. I can’t wait for that day. That day is what gets me through these days. These days are weird.
"I love being your Mum Sky. I miss my boys."
Earlier this month, the Price Tag star told fans that she was creating space to be "angry and sad" and mourn the loss of her breast, after her mastectomy.
Marking two weeks post surgery, she reflected on her health whirlwind and said: "My experience was when I got diagnosed I went into survival mode.
"There was so much going on with appointments …
"I didn't really have a lot of time to process what was happening or what was going to happen.
"So I'm currently experiencing some delayed sadness and frustration by having time to process what IS happening."
The star continued: "A little disappointed in myself I didn't say goodbye to my old boob enough. Sounds silly but that's where I'm at.
"Again that's my journey. I'm sure others felt and did it different.
"But for me I didn't think beyond the surgery. I was just being strong.
"Well now I'm here and letting myself be angry and sad and all the things. Just for a few days. Then I will sew some padding in a bra to even them out order some t shirts and crack tf on."
Jessie also recently clarified she was not "cancer free" after some fans misinterpreted her comments.
CANCER DIAGNOSIS
Jessie revealed she had been diagnosed with breast cancer in June with a hugely emotional statement.
Incredibly, she went ahead and performed at this year's Capital Summertime Ball in London on June 15.
Jessie held back tears as she told the crowd at Wembley Stadium that she was taking a break to "beat breast cancer".
