Molly-Mae Hague admits she 'didn't enjoy motherhood at first' as she opens up on postpartum struggles while daughter Bambi was a newborn - suong

   

Molly-Mae Hague has admitted she 'didn't enjoy motherhood at first' as she revealed she's 'ready to let people into her life' with her upcoming documentary.

The influnecer, 25, is set to set to address her split with Tommy Fury in her new money-spinning Prime TV show, Molly Mae: Behind it All, set for release on January 15.

The pair have been plagued by accusations of faking their breakup after they were caught sharing a New Year's Eve kiss - despite breaking up in August. 

Molly-Mae will also delve into becoming a mother for the first time and what it has been like raising daughter Bambi, 23 months, which she also lifted the lid on in a new interview with Grazia.

Speaking of the first month of Bambi's life, where Tommy was away at a boxing training camp, she told the publication: 'I used to sit and think, "This isn't how I imagined it would look," and I was confused as to why I felt like it looked one way for other people, but then one way for me.

'I didn't feel like I was enjoying it really but, as the months passed, I feel like I've really found my feet with it now. I love motherhood so much.' 

Molly-Mae Hague has admitted she 'didn't enjoy motherhood at first' as she revealed she's 'ready to let people into her life' in her new documentary
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Molly-Mae Hague has admitted she 'didn't enjoy motherhood at first' as she revealed she's 'ready to let people into her life' in her new documentary

The influencer, 25,will delve into becoming a mother for the first time and what it has been like raising Bambi, now 23 months (pictured in March 2023)
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The influencer, 25,will delve into becoming a mother for the first time and what it has been like raising Bambi, now 23 months (pictured in March 2023)

The blonde beauty added that she is 'really proud of the job' she and Tommy have done so far with raising their little one.

Back in August, just before Molly-Mae and Tommy announced their split, the star claimed she was 'solo parenting' and 'struggling'.

In a candid video posted on social media the Love Island star claimed she had spent weeks looking after their daughter Bambi on her own while her fiance was absent from the family home working.

She posted the video just days before the bombshell announcement that the couple would be splitting after five years.

In the video, she said: 'Actually I've been solo parenting for like, two weeks now, basically because Tommy's just been so busy.

'When he's home from doing work and stuff, he's so incredible and so helpful. I can't say any different, like, he's such an incredible dad, but I have been this week, like, just really… mum life has been mum lifing. I just feel like, at the minute I've been struggling a little bit.'

It comes just after Tommy reportedly took ex-fiancée Molly-Mae for a secret cinema date to see a scary movie before spending the night at her house at the weekend.

On Saturday, they seemed to prove rumours that have rekindled their romance were true, as they headed to the cinema to watch new horror film Nosferatu.

Following the afternoon film viewing, boxer Tommy later stayed over at Molly's £4million Cheshire mansion and was seen leaving on Sunday wearing the same clothes.

She said: 'I used to sit and think, "This isn't how I imagined it would look," and I was confused as to why I felt like it looked one way for other people, but then one way for me (pictured with Bambi in August 2024)
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She said: 'I used to sit and think, "This isn't how I imagined it would look," and I was confused as to why I felt like it looked one way for other people, but then one way for me (pictured with Bambi in August 2024)

It comes just after Tommy reportedly took ex-fiancée Molly-Mae for a secret cinema date to see a scary movie before spending the night at her house at the weekend
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It comes just after Tommy reportedly took ex-fiancée Molly-Mae for a secret cinema date to see a scary movie before spending the night at her house at the weekend 

It comes as Molly-Mae is set to set to address her split with Tommy Fury in her new money-spinning Prime TV show, Molly Mae: Behind it All, set for release on January 15
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It comes as Molly-Mae is set to set to address her split with Tommy Fury in her new money-spinning Prime TV show, Molly Mae: Behind it All, set for release on January 15

A source told The Sun: 'They were seen cosying up together at the cinema, they were holding hands and generally being really sweet,' the source said.

'Tommy then escorted Molly-Mae back home. It snowed heavily overnight and there were no car tracks visible. It looked like Tommy stayed the night, the gates opened this morning and he drove out.'

Molly and Tommy's romantic reunion is set to feature in her upcoming Prime Video TV series as they continue to film new scenes.

The Love Island stars have faced backlash as their summer split was branded a 'publicity stunt' by fans.

The influencer is set to give more details on their reconciliation during her show, Molly Mae: Behind it All, which drops on the streaming giant next week.

A TV insider has now said Molly and Tommy's rocky relationship is set to 'come full circle' during the series which could prompt even more fans to tune in.

A source told The Sun: 'The timing of them getting back together couldn't be more convenient, as it will see their romance come full circle with fans watching on through the documentary.

'There was already huge interest in the programme, even before the events of the past week. But now there's likely to be even more people watching.

'The trailer seemed to suggest there will be lots of detail about the stress Molly went through during their high-profile break up, but there was no hint of them getting back together.

Molly and Tommy's romantic reunion is set to feature in her upcoming Prime Video TV series as they continue to film new scenes
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Molly and Tommy's romantic reunion is set to feature in her upcoming Prime Video TV series as they continue to film new scenes 

'Which means the creators of the documentary - which is still being filmed - were either taken by surprise by the reunion or have had to keep it top secret for some time.'

Fans of Molly-Mae have been quick to brand the breakup a 'PR tool' claiming the 'stunt' helped further Tommy's book and documentary as well as Molly-Mae's clothing line.

The pair announced their split in August as their relationship was marred by rumours that the boxer has cheated. He denied the claims.

When the influencer, 25, shared a new photo of herself to Instagram on Friday, her followers shared their doubts in the comments section.

'They didn’t even really split, money money money,' one fumed.

Others added: 'Using the “breakup” as PR for Maebe, Tommy’s book & documentary. But snogging Tommy on NYE? Convenient!!!'; 'IT WAS ALL A PR STUNT. Well played'; So the breakup WAS fake??';

'Well she fooled everyone. Funny how they are back together now his book is out, her clothing brand and now documentary is done. Played everyone like a fool all for more money'; 'Why are you smooching Tommy? Back together?!';

'Tommy liked the photo the kiss on new years eve must be true'; 'Tommy liked it , is it true what there saying there rekindling'; 'Not Tommy liking this pic'; 'Everyone scared Tommy off now he’s unliked the pic. Stop playing with us lol.'

MailOnline has contacted Molly-Mae's representative who has declined to comment.

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When the influencer, 25, shared a new photo of herself to Insagram on Friday, her followers shared their doubts in the comments section
 

When the influencer, 25, shared a new photo of herself to Insagram on Friday, her followers shared their doubts in the comments section

Taking to her Instagram Stories, she wished her followers well for 2025 as she looked back on the 'emotional rollercoaster' she experienced last year
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Taking to her Instagram Stories, she wished her followers well for 2025 as she looked back on the 'emotional rollercoaster' she experienced last year

Molly wrote: 'It's been such a whirlwind, it's given me some of the highest highs but also some of the lowest lows. It's been one big emotional rollercoaster to say the least'
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Molly wrote: 'It's been such a whirlwind, it's given me some of the highest highs but also some of the lowest lows. It's been one big emotional rollercoaster to say the least'

During the lavish bash on NYE thrown by Manchester United footballer Luke Shaw and his wife Anouska Santos, Molly and Tommy were reportedly 'all over each other'.

Molly decided to invite Tommy 'last minute' to the party but she is not 'ready to launch something official'.

A source told the Sun: 'They were all over each other as the compère counted down to midnight — it was very cute to see.

'But Molly-Mae isn't ready to launch into something officially yet. She has been very hurt in the past six months, and understandably feels pretty burned.'

Taking to her Instagram Stories, she wished her followers well for 2025 as she looked back on the 'emotional rollercoaster' she experienced last year.

She wrote: 'Happy New Year everyone. I keep trying to write down how I feel about 2024, but honestly, I can't quite find the words [laughing emoji]?'

She added: 'It's been such a whirlwind, it's given me some of the highest highs but also some of the lowest lows. It's been one big emotional rollercoaster to say the least.'

The influencer, who was with Tommy since they first got together on Love Island in 2019, added she was feeling positive about the coming year.

She wrote: 'Through it all, having support and love from you all has genuinely been so comforting. I am so beyond grateful for every single one of you here. I'm feeling so positive about 2025. It's [Maebe's] year and I'm so ready.'

Molly-Mae then shared a photo of herself cradling her daughter Bambi in her arms and wrote: 'One thing for sure about 2024 ... my love grew more for you every single day. I fear my heart may exploded these days.'