Lisa Rinna reveals heartbreaking reason she threatened to kill husband Harry Hamlin - lulu

Lisa Rinna is reflecting on the painful postpartum depression she endured after starting a family with husband Harry Hamlin; seen earlier this month in L.A. 

The RHOBH alum discussed the topic on Friday's episode of the couple's podcast Let's Not Talk About The Husband; seen in 2023 in Beverly Hills 

The TV personality suffered from PPD for a total of 15 months after Delilah was born and Rinna admitted she had felt 'absolutely hopeless.' 

However, her PPD worsened when Amelia was welcomed to the world in 2001. 

Harry recalled, 'You said, "I'm gonna kill you." And I said, "You better call [your OB-GYN] right now." You said, "You better watch out. I feel like killing you." You said, "Keep the knives in the drawer."' 

While Lisa didn't remember saying those words to her husband, the reality star expressed that at the time, 'I was having horrible hallucinations of killing people.

'And I needed to take the knives out of the house. And I also had horrible visions of driving the car into a brick wall.' 

She further explained that any negative thoughts or feelings were never aimed at her children. 

'I did not have horrible visions about hurting the baby in any way, shape or form. It wasn't about that,' Rinna said on the podcast episode. 'It was about hopelessness, darkest depression and these horrible visions, hallucinations.

'Looking back, I was completely psychotic,' the Melrose Place star added before revealing that once she was prescribed anti-depressants, they 'changed the game.' 

Lisa has previously opened up about her struggles with PPD during an interview with Cosmopolitan last year in early 2024. 

Lisa explained that she struggled with 'horrible' postpartum depression after welcoming both their children but expressed, 'I didn't know it'

Rinna and Hamlin tied the knot in 1997 and share two daughters: Delilah, 26, and Amelia, 23; seen above with children in NYC in 2024 

Harry recalled, 'You said, "I'm gonna kill you." And I said, "You better call [your OB-GYN] right now." You said, "You better watch out. I feel like killing you." You said, "Keep the knives in the drawer"'; seen in 1993 

'I had postpartum depression and I completely lost my mojo,' the media personality told the outlet. 

'I didn't know I had it for the first 15 months of Delilah's life, and then once we figured it out, I was treated for it, and I was ready for it when I had Amelia. I went on an antidepressant, which helped tremendously.' 

Rinna continued, 'Without that, I don't know how long it would've taken. I'm very positive and a very happy person, and I felt completely hopeless. And that's pretty scary when you've never had that happen in your life.' 

PPD 'affects approximately 1 in 7 people during pregnancy or within the first year after childbirth,' according to the NIH (National Institutes Of Health). 

Last month in March, Lisa and Harry celebrated their 28th wedding anniversary - and the reality star jumped to her Instagram page to commemorate the milestone. 

She shared black and white images from their wedding day and penned in the caption: '28 years ago we said I Do ❤️ March 29, 1997.' 

In one image, the Hollywood stars flashed cheerful smiles as they strolled down the aisle after exchanging vows. 

Another was taken from behind Rinna to show her long, sheer veil that flowed down into a train behind her. 

Last month in March, Lisa and Harry celebrated their 28th wedding anniversary - and the reality star jumped to her Instagram page to commemorate the milestone; seen above on wedding day in 1997 in Beverly Hills 

Her daughter Delilah jumped to the comment section of the post and wrote, 'Awww mom. nana looks so beautiful too.' 

Rinna and Hamlin have previously opened up about their relationship and the secret to their long-lasting marriage. 

'I think it is really luck,' Lisa told People last year on the topic of their romance. 'I think it's luck. I really do.

'Because who would've ever thought? I mean we really love each other and respect each other, so that's helpful.' 

She added, 'And I really like him as a human. I think he's a really good man and I feel really lucky. But I think it's very hard to find someone that you want to spend that much time with, right?'   

The actress then admitted to the outlet, 'I don't think there's any secret. I just think we got very lucky that we found each other.' 

During an exclusive interview with DailyMail.com a few months earlier in February, Hamlin also discussed their marriage and how it survived the RHOBH years. 

Rinna notably was a main cast member on the Bravo reality series from 2014 until her exit in 2022.  

During an exclusive interview with DailyMail.com a few months earlier in February, Hamlin also discussed their marriage and how it survived the RHOBH years; seen in 2024 in L.A. 

'We've always had a great relationship, it wasn't even tested during the Housewives thing,' the L.A. Law actor said. 

He also humorously explained that he now 'gets a new wife everyday' due to Lisa's changing wardrobe and wigs.

'I recently did a show on Andy Cohen's WWHL, and I did it with Kyle Richards, and I asked Kyle, I said, "So how many of the Housewives are still housewives?"' Hamlin recalled.

He added that the fellow RHOBH star told him that her castmates are not really 'Housewives.' Harry then joked to DailyMail.com: 'We got out just in the nick of time.'

And while talking to People before the pair rung in their 25th anniversary, Hamlin explained, '[The secret is] being diametrically opposite'

And while talking to People before the pair rung in their 25th anniversary, Hamlin explained, '[The secret is] being diametrically opposite. 

'I like going up to the mountains, and her idea of camping is anything below the 10th floor of the Four Seasons.' 

Rinna has been keeping busy and recently attended the H&M Musical Festival earlier this month in Los Angeles. 

The TV personality was chic wearing a pastel pink suit and was also joined by both of her daughters for the festivities.